Im in 7th grade and I'm 13 years old turning 14 in 01-03. Since 5th grade I started therapy for ADHD and my mom was worried and noticed. Yet, the other story aka depression, I've gotten that at age 6. That's when my daddy died and yes I still call him that. I never cried the day he passed away by stomach cancer, so all 7 years I've had regrets of that day. I was called gay/lesbian in 6th grade, last year for halve of the school year. And I was having trouble with attenchion since I started school. Mostly on homework. I already lost 5 friends less than 2 weeks and I was baker-acted for 3 nights 4 days because I self harm and I'm anerexic till this very moment. I always like staying locked at my room, on my phone or watching anime, at school I'm that silly weird super nice tomboy girl, well that's what I've heard and known, and most friends and myself know deep down I'm depressed. So I get lots of attenchion because they need to keep an eye on me if I do anything wrong. I really wanna know if I have depression or ADHD that caused this reaction in my life. I'm taking pills for depression, it stars with a z and it's on 50. But but it's only helping a very tiny bit. So what exacly is this? Did ADHD caused me to have depression AND ADHD together or was it depression?