Honey, :) you are amazing. You are wonderful, and you are YOU. :) of course you are gay. That's what's so special about you. Sweetheart, if you love a boy you should tell him and don't worry about what other people think, because if they don't approve, why should they matter at all? I know there are people who's opinions you care about, but they will learn to get over it if they truly care about you. :) being gay is a wonderful thing, :) and this is coming from someone who's strait.