16 year old, boy.
Basically i have been getting in with this girl for 9 months now, on and off. I have made mistakes in the past, so has she. A few weeks ago we hooked up again and starting seeing eachother, everything was great! I was generally really happy for once. Then the other day she just ended everything with me, saying that she doesn't want to hurt me or lead me on and doesnt trust herself too commit.
It has messed around with my head so much, its made me depressed. I can see my mates starting to like me less and get annoyed at me because of it but i cant help it. When i get in a better mood, something will happen and put me down again.
This problem mixed with another one is making my life hell, and i cant cope with it.
She was my first proper relationship, i love her, i still do. I miss her, i want her back but i know thats not what she wants.
I dont know how to get over her, i dont know if i even want too. I'm holding onto every last bit of hope.
She makes these tweets, which could be about me, but it just doesnt make senence. It fucks with my head so much because i know i want her and thats all i care about. I know i will just get told to move on but its hard, i have before but this time its just so much harder because i think i've lost her for good.